This could go wrong if I jinx it 🤫

Hi everyone! How are you doing? Well, I hope! 💗 This past week has been full of highs and lows. The lows were deafening but they were made brighter by something entirely unrelated.

On monday I started a new journey. Something I’ve wanted for as long as I can remember is finally happening, I’m stepping out of my comfort zone and am in awe a bit. I don’t want to say what it is yet until I’ve settled in with it and know I can keep at it (I hope you understand). I can’t wait to tell you tho as I know I can count on your support with and through it. It went wrong when I tried before so I just wanna get on an even path…preferably cobblestone, I love cobblestones they’re so magical 😍🤣.

Anyway, you know I go off on tangents! In the past I’ve had a habit of something going well and when I acknowledge how happy I am in my head, within 24 hours it flips and something goes wrong. I don’t know, maybe I just pay too much attention to it but I do think I have the ability to jinx good things 😅. It’s kinda the same with keeping my hopes and dreams to myself in the last few years because as soon as I say them I lose interest as they’re not a shiny secret anymore.

I’m going to keep trying with this new good thing in my life and when the time feels right? I’ll tell you about it. It’s taken away a lot of free time but I really needed the routine even tho I had one of sorts already, just not as intense. What about you, do you keep your goals to yourself or fear that brilliant things in your eyes could be jinxed if you pay too much attention to them? Let me know in the comments below, surely I can’t be the only one!

In other news, something I can say now is that I went to see Katseye in Dublin on the first night of their tour with my sister for her birthday! (Wasn’t this past week but details shmetails). She literally was only able to get the tickets an hour before the venue opened as ticketmaster have a thing in Ireland where resales only get switched on last minute which is a nuisance but is such a first world problem so I can’t really complain 🤣. This was a gift from our parents and it taught us how quick we are able to get ready to go to an event! 🫨 We had the best time and I’m glad I recognised a lot of songs as its more my sisters thing but I do like Katseye now. The fandom seems like its own world like me with BTS! ✨️💜

But yeah, I’m doing something right now that has changed my life so much and it feels right and like the perfect time for it. People say that you shouldn’t wait until your ready as you never will be but I did wait and this just feels like it’s working out for me. For so long I feel like I lost myself to my health and even tho I’m still in the thick of it, I now have the opportunity and chance to move in the direction I want to go in so I’m taking the bull by the horns and even if I fall off, I’m going to go down trying!

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I’m sorry I’ve been absolutely rubbish at keeping up with your blog posts and interacting with friends on here. It will all make sense, I just need to find my feet and get used to what I hope will remain the new normal.

Another week, another update but you can’t say they aren’t random! 😂 We all go through times when life picks up whether it was in the past, present or future and I feel grateful to finally feel like I’m living and not just existing like I was before when I was stuck in a chair in pain.

We need a proper catch up, a coffee/chat post should be in our near future! 😋 May this next week be fruitful for you (I’ve always thought thats a funny/weird word 🤣), do something to treat yourself as it’s so easy to just keep going and not stop to celebrate the little wins whatever they may be 💫. Until next Saturday, take care, stay safe and buh-bye! 🫶🏽