Do I see myself as a leader? 🤔

Do you see yourself as a leader?

I see myself as the leader of my own destiny! As opposed to one of other people. I don’t know if I’m the managerial type, I’m organised in a chaotic kinda way depending on who you ask 🤣 but I don’t know if I’m somebody others look up to looking at it from that viewpoint. I hope so but you never can tell.

Recently I’ve been noticing what with the marketing course I’ve completed and the path I intend to go down from here on out that it feels good to finally have a plan. I feel like I’ve taken control back over my life when for so long my chronic pain held the reigns. Life is by no means easier than it was as it took a breakdown to get to this point but through rehabilitation I am learning more about myself and what I want out of life. I kind of feel like I’m tethered but I’m floating at the same time, in a nice way but also in a scary way as I fear the past happening again. I have to keep reminding myself that it won’t because I’m stronger than I was but doubt has its ways of being possessive.

I am the leader of me and I intend to follow my dreams and it feels so good to finally be able to say and do that. I’m looking forward to taking you on this journey and I hope you want to come on it too. You guys mean a lot to me and I appreciate every single one of you for simply being you ✨️.

Do you see yourself as a leader? Let me know in the comments below. I hope we can all become leaders of ourselves no matter what we’re going through (I don’t want it to seem like how I said my chronic pain held me back that it holds back other people who are suffering too, we’re all different and I believe in every single one of you. You’ll get to where you need to be and I hope you find something that bolsters that same spirit within you so that you can make it happen, even though I’m aware some things are just out of our control.

I’m gonna have to go now but it was really nice just having a little talk, sometimes I forget I have a voice and that I can use it. I used to have nightmares where I couldn’t cry out for help but that’s beside the point 😬🤣 they stopped and in turn I feel more free to voice my opinions and its nice to do that here so thank you for being with me and taking the time out of your day to listen, I appreciate it.

I hope you have a really good week until we meet again next Friday (typing out these posts always reminds me how fast time goes by! It feels like only yesterday I was uploading a post and here we are again 😂) but all things must come to an end. Take care, buh-bye 💗.