I am slowly accepting
This pain
Is a trigger
This never-ending pain
Has given way to
Anxiety in the past
shielded
As time goes by
I have gone months
Where three faces are all I see
Through no choice
It has made me
Anxious.
You see the thing is
It is no easy feat
To admit I can feel this way
When my pain is of a different kind
But the two meet
And doctors would be so quick
To lay it all on that word
They were proved wrong
Yet this pain
Is a trigger
It has made me…
Hi everyone! How are you today? I wrote this poem about my being “anxious” before I even considered writing my Overcoming my social anxiety post because I thought it would be easier for me to somewhat break through poetically and not have to bring up how social anxiety effected me in the past in so many words. It makes me feel a little bit silly but I wanted to share it. I’m glad the way things turned out with me posting my “overcoming” post first as it did not feel forced and chipped away at my nerves ๐
PS Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday!! ๐๐๐ HAPPY BIRTHDAY I love you so so much!!! Annoyed that I can’t be at home to celebrate it with you but that just means your present is me and my sister when we get back from holiday! ๐ Joke! You will get a real present ๐ not as amazing as us but still! ๐
Thank you for reading! ๐๐ Have a lovely day!
This is a scheduled post as I am on holiday which you can read more about HERE
Beautiful words. Thank you.
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Thank you so much! ๐
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Hope you had a lovely birthday. I too suffer from this and my husband has Fibromialgia and Obstructive Sleep Apnea, again hidden illnesses. https://skittlesleigh.wordpress.com/2017/09/17/one-rule-for-one-one-rule-for-another/
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Thank you! My dad had an amazing day ๐ I’m so sorry to hear that about both you and your husband, I’m here if you ever want to chat. Have a lovely day ๐
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Thank you ๐ glad your dad had a great day. Same to you darling, ever need a friendly ear or a good old rant im here for you. Xx
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Thank you that is very kind of you ๐xx
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I am in the same boat. I have no idea what is wrong with me but I know something IS wrong. It’s not in my head. Hope your dad had an awesome birthday!
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I’m sorry to hear that and its nice to know I’m not alone in going through it. Yes you know how your pain feels, never let anyone tell you that it is all in your head. Im here if you ever need to chat ๐ thank you! ๐
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